Introspection…

i really wanted to blog in English.. but somehow every time when i start typing/deleting/retyping, i come to the conclusion: using Chinese to express is more accurate? not necessary more close to heart, but it’s just accurate reflection of my mood at the time of blogging.

anyways it’s still expression even minimally and even in different forms.. it’s just a form of logging down things.

and i always believe one day when i read back my posts, i’ll probably wish i have hole to tunnel into. embarrassed by my childishness and moments of angst

on a note… mtt is over, hope it’s a good start? really need a movie marathon some day. so it’s the autumn season.. and here goes!

其实现在这几天都一直下着雨,秋天已经来临。只是新加坡看不到那橘红色的秋叶或者感受到那一阵阵的秋天凉风。

还记得第一次到武汉的天气就是这样的,走在街道上看着枫叶从树上飘落下来,非常美丽。虽然秋天看似悲伤,但是我想优美的景色胜过了那些悲伤的情怀。

可能人的心情也是这样的,突然间转变想枫叶毫不给提示就落下来。。或者也想美丽的风景但是给的感觉不一样。。所以心情也是复杂的。

无论如何思考了之后我得到了结论:我有着“一阵一阵”的性格。

突然间可以很开心,叽喳起来话就滔滔不绝。不想说话的时候就会觉得说话很麻烦,或者有想法也不愿意说。有些人有想法就一定会表达出来,但是我不是。。可能会等到想说的时候就迟了。所以很多时候我的内相比外向来得多,看似很健谈其实因为我总认为:多一个朋友无妨,多一个敌人也不会快乐

也可能因为这样我也不了解自己,到底几时进入状况或者是否真正观察到了周围。不过现在也过得好,起码不用去想要怎么迎合只是凭感觉对待就可以了。

最后想说的是:雨天总让人感触良多,即使没有特别重要但也是有意义的感触。

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