Sweet. Savory.

20111030-112645.jpgFinished a book while on the go… trains, buses, trains.

not exactly a book that got me addicted, but the story is quite interesting. although it’s titled sweetness, literally two flavors were presented in the book.. in the form of two very similar yet different characters.

of course there’s a lady savior and the story ended well, but sort of an anti-climax.. nevertheless it was interesting, although i was expecting more material that would allow introspection..

interesting how we use metaphors to represent us… even flavors can represent someone’s mood and looks? maybe mine is just mildly sweet and blend.. once again in a unexplained state of irony…

PS: and i never understood myself, because after a week i still remember stories that evoked my emotions…

还是乐观一点吧!悲伤的人伤不起。。。
微笑的十个理由:1.微笑让你更有魅力 2.微笑改变心情 3.微笑会传染 4.微笑减轻压力 5.微笑增强免疫系统 6.微笑降低血压 7.微笑能生成内啡肽天然的镇痛物质和复合胺 8.微笑能美容,让你看起来更年轻。 9.微笑使你看上去是成功人士 10.微笑帮助你保持乐观积极。

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“安好勿念”“一切安好”

书名:殇璃

今天美好的一天,轻微自闭(更像封闭)美好吗?可能美好,因为如果失去沟通的勇气,仿佛没人懂你,所以有时封闭起来。。

一口气看完了这本小说,结局是凄美的。

凄多过美[泪]

甚至自己的木纳心也被这本书赚到了不少眼泪。不过悲了过后找告诉好友,她还很着急打电话问候,所以我们可以友谊长存 =) 当然还被她说吓到了,但是我还是喜欢沉浸在故事里面的那种感受,过程是平静美好的。。

听说还有一部电视剧会从此故事改编,剧名更加凄惨叫”清宫绝恋“,太悲了。

想看可以到这网址:http://www.4yt.net/Content.aspx?WritingID=40232

最后故事令我印象深刻的是八个字。。主角之间冷漠的沟通,但是字眼里带着的是思念、伤痛、关爱。。遗憾的是还有一股互相伤害的傲气。

靖轩:”安好勿念“
美璃:”一切安好“

纾解

3500字的作业等着我完成,乐观的看来已经有谱怎么写了。。其实已经开始写了,就等着我真正完成并把它整理好。但是总有没完成就不踏实的感觉。。

就算如此作业也并非唯一需要完成的任务,还有我们学会期刊的东西要在考试前打点好。希望那些好心人士都会跟我们合作,那么就不会影响到彼此学习的时间啦!

最近找到一些想看的书,就是没有时间或者是新加坡的书店没有引进,所以年底到中国时希望能够买到。1)殇璃 2) 离爱

其实想看这些书有着很矛盾的心情。。因为它们本身就是带有悲伤的内容,看完肯定影响心情。。但我又特别地知道它的内容会吸引我,所以想了好久有机会还是决定买来看。

用文字把心底话发泄完啦,感觉舒服多了。。现在该调节精神到应该的领域上,祝我一臂之力、气儿力顶!

“趁我们都还年轻,多走几步路,多欣赏下沿途的风景,不要急于抵达目的地而错过了流年里温暖的人和物;趁我们都还年轻,多说些浪漫的话语,多做些幼稚的事情,不要嫌人笑话错过了生命中最美好的片段和场合;趁我们都还年轻,把距离缩短,把时间延长。趁我们都还年轻,多做些我们想要做的任何事。” -微博 

PS:有时候就是越不说出来越让人不解,或者是不懂该怎么表达。。其实心里已经差不多有谱了,只是没有明示那就不算数了对吗?以上得到的结论是:不要错过任何想的!希望可以做到。。其实我也有这个被动的毛病。

why am i typing in Chinese again.. hmmm

speaking?writing?expressing…

i don’t think i’m really vocal, not really, perhaps only when i feel like it.. (it’s the same for some, others can have anything to say at any moment)

so i guess when i write something down, expressing myself metaphorically, it will truly reflect my feelings and thoughts. not that i don’t mean what i say, but sometimes the deepest thoughts can only be expressed and reflected through words that are meant to be read, not heard.

我善于但不一定习惯来用语言表达,但是我还是会试一试。

可能最喜欢的还是用文字让别人看到自己真正的心情以及想法

如果你要更了解我,你应该对我发表/借用的文字从里面着手。可能那就是比较没自信但有足够安全感的表达方式。

sometimes i just become so introspective, that i’m amazed..

Happiness…

What is happiness?

fake smile is not. fake contentment is not. cherishing something is. something sincere is. something conflicting could be (cos it’s from the heart?)

maybe i don’t have an answer, but i can search for it…

“做你自己喜欢的事,哪怕别人都笑你傻,你也完全可以全身心地去做,只要你喜欢,只要做这件事会让你快乐!只有你的快乐才是你该在乎的;别怕别人说什么,除了帮你快乐的话,你都可以不听。这样你的心就简单了,事就简单了,你的快乐就多了。” – weibo

happiness can be really simple. even if our days of youth will disappear someday..

”青春就是不断寻找梦,享受追梦的过程“ -unknown

为何马~喂河马

Dear Me,

Why like this? what is your focus now, it’s so distant yet you know it’s somewhere out there. somewhere out there but can’t seem to find it.

what are you suppose to do now? maybe just remember, “pick yourself up and dust yourself off”. don’t go around in circles, everything should just be direct.

Love, Me

我要的转折点在哪里?或者转折点来到之前,本身应该有一个目标或者确实该专注的。不是常说正面能量都会相互吸引着吗?可能我需要召回着正面能量,才能找回自己。

多笑,多学习,看开些,想得简单些,不重要的也不需去知道、不许满足本身最求知道的快感。反正知道无关痛痒的事也不会增加什么价值,更不会帮你吸引正面能量。

简单一些好,直接一些好,减少忧愁更美好。。

这是一封写给自己的,为了提醒自己终究是怎样的一个人。请给自己的生活有个规划为自己的人生负责。

尽全力,苦中作乐~

pleasant encounters…

once again i never thought that i have much encounters with pleasant things. not because of anything, just that i don’t think i ever seek them on purpose. by pleasant things i’ll be referring to new perspectives/encounters/feelings i thought to be interesting.

so…. surprisingly, i actually paid attention to certain emails in my nus email account. that excludes the compulsory emails from my modules of course. i guess i am referring to the emails with information about Provost’s blog.

as of now i rarely miss the new blog posts, and being “geekish” i find Provost’s blog posts really insightful for me as a student.. and so i count that as a pleasant encounter.

another pleasant encounter would be visit to Senoko Power Plant. it’s compulsory to attend the field trips for a module i took and i always find that fortunately it’s only two of such field trips.

yet after today’s visit i do admit that i am lucky to be able to attend these field trips, that would otherwise be unavailable to me if i hadn’t picked this module.

after visiting Senoko Power Plant it’s really nice and i gained new insights into our country’s energy use and production, not a wasted trip. one last thing i got out of today’s field trip was from a question and answer session..

one of my course mate asked the tour guide on reducing the electricity bills at home? the guide’s answer was simple, he said, “with the costs of living rising, it is wise to start saving every cent and start early. the easiest guideline is to know that appliances taking up the most electricity are the ones running on motor (something along that line). so the most expensive appliance is air-con, it runs on a compressor.”

actually it’s a widely known fact, and previously i definitely value comfort over other things and hence largely ignored my parents’ reminder. then again hearing it from the horse’s mouth is more convincing and direct too..

when i get home i shall put in place the practice of reducing my use of air-con.. trying to take the first step in saving money at home!

note to self: typing in English seems to be less “fluent”, time to polish up my writing skills.. hopefully i get both languages right =)